Stress out much??

feeling all tired when you wake up in the morning,first phrase i say when i wake up :" DAMN!!!! another day of tuition " besides waiting for my phone to vibrate and say You Have One Text Message ;)

i feel all so tired
my skin is dry , i am always having a bad hair day , my eyes are tired people always look at me and say :" Whats wrong? you look so sad and tired "
things i just wish i can do now =)
-Go to the beach wear a bikini and drink margarita without even worrying about people pointing fingers and go like * EWWWWWW PUT ON YOUR CLOTHES LADY YOU LOOK FAT!*

-drinking a cup of coffee in a beautiful and quiet cafe

-just lay on a bed of flowers
-have a strawberry cake

-look at you for the whole day
-riding a bicycle on a big field

well so many things i wanted to do but i never get a chance to do it goshh..
sometimes life is just so good and bad at the same time..
many times i just ask myself what if i met him earlier i bet i am gonna be with him now
but i guess not everything turns out the way you want it to be
iwanttotellyouiloveyoualotcanyouhearme??
i guess you can't =)
and i just love it when you care about me although i know you won't like me...
i am just so addicted to you and if i can i would read all the text again and again
how i wish i can knock you out and make you fall asleep then tell you how i feel at least you can't answer or talk back and i can feel better after telling you how i feel
-Signing out-
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Shocking News in JAPAN

Once a beautiful land is now a disaster.That 8.9 magnitude earthquake has left thousands homeless , and it has also cause death.That Earthquake also trigger a ferocious tsunami spawned by one of the largest earthquakes ever recorded slammed Japan's eastern coast Friday, killing hundreds of people as it swept away boats, cars and homes while widespread fires burned out of control.


Hours later, the tsunami hit Hawaii and warnings blanketed the Pacific, putting areas on alert as far away as South America, Canada, Alaska and the entire U.S. West Coast.
People in Onahama city is evaquated as the reactor was not leaking radiation but its core remained hot even after a shutdown. The plant is 170 miles (270 kilometers) northeast of Tokyo.
Trouble was reported at two other nuclear plants as well, but there was no radiation leak at either.

Waves of muddy waters flowed over farmland near Sendai, carrying buildings, some on fire, inland as cars attempted to drive away. Sendai airport was inundated with cars, trucks, buses and thick mud deposited over its runways.

The highways to the worst-hit coastal areas were buckled and communications, including telephone lines, were snapped. Train services in northeastern Japan and in Tokyo, which normally serve 10 million people a day, were also suspended, leaving untold numbers stranded in stations or roaming the streets. Tokyo's Narita airport was closed indefinitely.

It was really one of the most SHOCKING news ever.
the videos of the tragic incident is on youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pg4uogOEUrU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAlnUmmG11M&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCloy8OKs3A&feature=related

RUMOURS ABOUT THE NUCLEAR PLANT EXPLOSION AT FUKUMI , JAPAN THAT EXPLODED 4:30AM TODAY HAS NOT BEEN CONFIRMED YET SO PLEASE DO NOT SPREAD RUMOURS ABOUT IT!!!!

ps:i heard that there is an explosion but the REACTOR has not exploded yet.



Poem by Crystalbebe
A black blanket covered my eyes when i thought i saw light ,
where were you when i am scared?
i thought i was about to drown in the water
when i saw you ,
i try to reach out and a touch of heat touch my palm.
the spaces around me became warm and bright,
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
After a disaster comes a new hope
After the bitterness comes a hint of sweetness
After this bumpy roller coaster ride comes a calm boat ride
Lets all pray that victims in Japan will stay strong and fight this "war"




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emotional? was i ?

What has gotten into my mind these days i just can't stop thinking about it.
it really bothers me a lot when i feel that he is not interested in me...
but i really just want to be someone special in his life but i guess i don't stand a chance =)
well i still have to live my life rite! and i still have to face it and just accept the fact that even if i told him how i feel the answer is already written on his face that he probably doesn't like me.
People always tell me its too early to judge but i just wish i got something to believe in and something to prove that its not too early to judge

i just want some hope from you just a single hope will be alright i will be fine with it.just some love and care from you its enough i don't need you to love me back , i just want to stand here and just look from here and not go closer to you.
because the more i get closer to you , the more i fall for you and the harder it is for me to let go

i thought i was a great liar but i guess everything that is in my mind now was portrayed on my face.i didn't want anyone to know so i just put a smile on my face but deep inside my brain is cracking my heart is breaking into pieces and all my tears are controlling itself from flowing down my cheek.why am i so addicted to you...why am i even chasing something that doesn't turn around and look, why am i actually hoping that you would love me back even when i know you won't...why am i putting myself in a situation that i can't even handle


i am just hoping for the unexpected to happen. i will wait , i will continue loving you , i will continue locking it in my heart until the day i get the courage to tell you how i feel.
i will hold your hand in the dark and i will stay right here when you need me ...
i keep thinking of you , and i hope you think about me too.

-signing out-
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到不了的幸福

Love that was so close but yet so far away

Sometimes you wish you can last forever with your other half
but just when everything is so loving , you start getting all these small fights over stupid stuff that you can solve but you just made a big fuss out of it
probably thats an obstacle from CUPID to see how far you can handle things together
Those that made is pass the test , end up together forever .
Those that didn't pass the test probably end up being in two different world
not understanding or knowing how the other person is feeling.
Separation was already knocking on your door.The thing that made Goodbye so difficult is because of the memories you share together and you ask youself " Will i REGRET?in the near future for letting him/her go??"


Some like me are probably waiting for that guy to turn around and say
"GOSH! i didn't even know you were there where'd you go?"
staring and looking in the sky always bulding castles in the air
talking to ourself saying "How good is it if we were together , we would be happy together , we would do so many things together and live forever =)"
We want to express how we feel but everytime when we look at him we just take a mirror and look at ourself and we start questioning "WHAT IF he don't like me?!! What if i tell him how i feel and he thinks that i'm a freak and just won't ever talk to me again"



We probably keep how we feel in our heart forever and just tell ourself nevermind better luck next time i guess. Always guessing about how that person feel towards us.
its one of the worst thing GUESSING!! and GETTING OPINIONS from your FRIENDS! cause half of them will say :"Don't worry he will love you back!"
While the others will say :"I don't want to build up your hope or break your heart but i don't think there is much chance"
SO which one will you rather listen to a perfect white lie or the ugly truth?


GOsh i really don't know i am probably the suckiest person in love problems!

-signing out-

STATE:Undecided , blur

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I am pretty , smart , awesome , lovely and gorgeous

Well today its another day of school a rather hectic one i would say!
Monitor went for competition so i am the only person controlling the whole class well as usual i can't manage all of them so i just let them run free and wild!
but at least there is something intriguing about school today!
A guy name Avinash from Taylor's college came to our school to give us a motivational talk
When we heard about the news we all went like "GOSH!!!! NOT ANOTHER BORING MOTIVATIONAL TALK!!!GOSHH!!!!! "
We picture the presenter as this Middle-age UNCLE , probably with wrinkles and obviously not handsome at all!!! But when we enter the hall our necks turn and our jaws just drop
GOSH! WHO IS THAT CUTE LOOKING GUY !!!! =P we thought he was one of the helper but then he is the presenter we went like OMG!!!!! So CUTE!!!! =)
he started the talk with some games it was a really wise idea because he made the whole atmosphere change from *DULL SLEEPY TIRED AND BORING* to *Exciting! Fun ! Funny *
he really motivated me =)he told us if you really want something you will get it
don't say that you can't! if you say you can't , you can't if you say you can , you can!
that's why from today onwards i won't degrade myself anymore i am not stupid! i am smart! i am not fat, i am just the right size. I am pretty =) and i love it!

i won't tell you how i feel
because i like it this way
the distance make everything a mystery
that's why you make my world turn up side down
It's so intriguing and i wanna know more about you
you got me wondering how far i can run and how deep i can fall for you ♥


♥♥you might be pretty , hot and popular but i am fantastic and beautiful in my own ways ♥♥
Spread your wings and let yourself go and see how far you can reach to achieve your goals -Crystal quotes 2March2011


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i am awesome♥

DEV-BASS DOWN LOW and Tips to be the center of attention

DEV

Probably you have seen her before in the FAR EAST MOVEMENT - LIKE A G6 Music Video singing??!!! Well Guys she is back and probably gonna be the next hottest singer.
She released a new song DEV - Bass Down Low (Explicit) ft. The Cataracs Never heard of it?!! Well you should its a very catchy song although the lyrics are just repeating and most rapping but its a very nice song. Every time the song plays on the radio or on my computer it just makes me feat and body move ;)
She got another rocking song name
Dev - Booty Bounce with a touch of LIKE A G6 in it makes it even more rocking then ever.
This is the type of song you would want in a club

Very shocking and catchy lyrics makes the life of the club goes on and on

Having a problem with what to wear , what type of hairstyle , What type of make up
Whether you are in school , in a mall , in tuition class or in a club you always want to be the center of attention.
MAKE UP
A little shiny lip gloss and a sexy hairstyle takes you a long way =)
But girls always remember not to overdo it!!!! don't put too much make up cause it will make you look like you just use some CORN FLOUR to powder your face Or look like you just use some MARKER PEN to colour your eye lids
We do not want to see that!Thats for some Dramatic movies but not what you want to put on your eyes when you go out with a bunch of friends to have fun and hang out.

Just some light make up will do you don't need to cover your flaws you just want to make yourself look better like this =) Simple Sexy and a hint of mystery and innocence
1.First apply some compact powder on your face before applying any type of make up. For This Look , apply some Light Brown Eye Shadow ( Any Type of Eye Shadow will do ) on your eye lids gently
2. Apply a darker brown on the base of your eye lids to make you eyes look like they have 2 shades of colour ( Makes your eyes look larger too)
3. Gently smear the light brown and dark brown shadows to make sure it mix together * YOU CAN ADD SOME GLITTER AT THE CORNERS OF YOUR EYE LIDS* if you want to =)
4. Well if you want to make your eyes look even better apply some eye linear just a little thin eye linear layer not too thick!
5.Curl your eye lashes and apply some Volume Mascara
6. Apply some warm colour blusher on your cheek bones
7. Use lip Balm before putting on lipsticks or lip gloss cause it adds moisture on your lips so it wouldn't look that dry!
*BAMMMBBB * you will have a similar look like that =) Its just some easy steps to put make up no big deal!

CRACKING YOUR BRAINS WONDERING WHAT TO WEAR OUT ON A DATE???
well you can always wear something VINTAGE like a polka dot knee length dress
Obviously it can be any other type of dress as long as its Fresh Vibrant and give you that touch of Lively colours it will be fine!


Or you can go SEXY by wearing something like this


well there are always plenty other dresses out there that is drop dead gorgeous
i will keep you updated the next round
its time for me to sign off now
-Signing out-
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tattoo

What do you think about Tattoos?
Let me see First thought that flies pass your eyes is GANGSTER!
probably Drug Dealer? or some weirdo!
Or some high school drop outs
some Wild and Crazy teenagers?
But thats not what i think.Tattoo is an art and different people look at it differently rite =) For me people tattoo because they want people to know about their life long story or something meaningful that happen to them.
Some got a tattoo just to remind themself what mistake they did and sworn to not make the same mistakes

To others the tattoo might not mean anything but to the owner itself it means more than anything in the world.

And if i ever get to have one i want to make sure that it tells a story with just a word =) don't guess it won't be LOVE! it will be something else!!! But thats only if i can get one! chances are 0.001% =) so i will just probably stick with Air Brush Tattoo =)

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-Crystalbebe-