Saturday, April 17, 2010

friday night another crazy PARTEHH!!!

Friday night 16April
it was consider a sad day cause of what happen on thursday n i went to school i talk to her bout it and i was ok with her cause that is not call BACKSTABBING!
and everyone else AGREED too and i was ok with her as usual back to normal.
but one problem... i argued with my boyfiee and i amd sad n mad at him for talking to me like that and hurting my feelings but the worst thing is that he is mad at me and he don't want to talk to me i think
i was thinking the whole day what to do and what is going to happen next.
i was really sick and tired and i have cheer practice i didn't even have time to eat lunch then i went for cheer practice.it was the only time i release all my stress out dancing and i had fun...

for a min i forget about the problems then when everything finish i went home i saw 7miss calls from Reek and messages and i just replied him then i look at joie's msg only i remember SNAP!!! Daphne's party is today i quickly called up and ask what time it starts and whr is it...
and i went to the party last minute and i talk to reek we both were okay again i told him i never backstab her so he just went like ok with me
i had serious shit FUN!!!!
white wine red wine beer champagne good food awesome place and it was a freaking crazy party!!! love it and i swear it was the first time i drank so much til i feel a lil tipsy! =P haha
but i wasn't drunk just a lil dizzy and sleepy ahahaha
and i feel headache! damnnn so conclusion drinking too much ain't good! once in a while i guess its ok haha ;D

i love you my baby boy!
i love the way u hug me n kiss me ;D

Thursday, April 15, 2010

15 April 2010 its suppose to be our 4 months anniversary but...


i cry in the corner after we hung up i just don't know why
my tears just came down and i was hoping that i could stop the tears but i just couldn't ...
i tell myself i am a STRONG GIRL! yeah i am STRONG this stupid thing won't beat me down
but i just couldn't stand it anymore yeah i am a fucking hell stupid person! i know i piss u off cause i don't trust u
but wow i guess i lost in this battle aye... i am the loser and i don't mind taking all the blame i don't care. its just that i quit being strong ...
its just so hard to breath sometime when everyone thinks that you are okay when you are not
and when you want someone to back u up no one does and when u want a shoulder to cry on no one is there...
i don't want to walk this road alone...
i don't even know if you are going to talk to me anymore i ran into the toilet shut the door and i started crying again... this time i think about all the happy times and i even think about the thing i got for you but this all happen and i don't think u will want it... i just feel so sick and tired now...
my heart is bleeding tears are falling down
and i still have to put a smile on my face and say "everything is okay"...
so ok i am prepared pour the blame down and drown me to death after all u all think i deserve it rite =)

Monday, April 12, 2010

bored~

i got so bored so i took pictures with my webcam =D

bleks

weird pose ;D

whatever loser

i smell ur smell and i fell asleep
ADDICTED to ur smell
just hope everyday i get to spend my days with you <3

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

9April2010 Victor's birthday Bashhhh

its another Friday night party for my BFF Victor ;D
he is turning 16 and well we all throw a party for him at my place
it was seriously a bad start cause after cheer practice it was raining so heavily and its like slightly flooding the place up...we really tot the rain is going to make us call off the party but thank god it stopped!WEEEE *cheers*
Hard to make ppl visit my blog if its full of words! so i decided to put pictures ;D

I mean what is the point of a Party whn thr is no water!!!! haha Water makes ppl come together =D
After the party we all went up to my house so we took some pictures ;D


I LOVE HIM


Everywhr we go i take a pictures of us just to remind us that we made it this far and its worth everything =)



Young love ,
so young yet so true ,
so crazy and so amazed ,
by everything you do and say.
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Sunday, April 4, 2010

Pictures♥

Weeeee i miss u baby... ;D


i promise i am going to be a good , sweet , nice girl =)

i here by promise everyone that i am going to be a sweet , nice and good girl! i am gonna quit saying bad words and i am going to study hard and promise not to scold or try to start a fight with my boyfieee...
i love you reek =)
Changing for the better