is it TRUE OR FALSE?
sometimes i just feel like i am sick and tired of fitting in the crowd i just feel like yelling "I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU AND I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO BE LIKE LAST TIME"
what happen to me?! why did i even treat my Best Friend like this? why did i treat Hsian loong like this if i am in his shoes i wouldn't know how sad it feels to be left out and i wouldn't do that to him i am just a selfish bastard! i didn't appreciate our friendship and i didn't have the time to keep in touch with HL and JY
those 3 best friends last time now all so torn up and broken by DISTANCE...
i just feel like crying just thinking about it...
thinking about what i have done?!
i just miss you guys so much... ... and it just hurts so much thinking about the memories we 3 have been thru and its a shame that we hardly keep in touch after we have our own life's ...
i just... ... ...sighs feel tired of fitting in the crowd people tend to forget me once in a while people tend to think i am invisible ... and i just hate it
i just wish i can turn back time back to the old days when we 3 were together form2 having so much fun not giving a damn about others its just a million times better than now...
i thought i am happier than before yes hell yes i am happier after joining the cheer team having a great boyfriend and having a new clique but then i think about it again... those are just something u can be happy for like what a few hours and then u think back the PEAK TIME WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY is not all these! its the time when i hang out with my BEST FRIENDS FOREVER! those are the happiest time and i just feel so torn up now.....
I AM SORRY CAUSE NOW I KNOW HOW U FEEL CAUSE NOW I AM IN YOUR SHOES FEELING HOW U FEEL BACK THEN
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