Spark In Your Eyes , Fire in your soul

Remember how you felt when you are 6 years old ?
That spark in your eyes and that certain feeling of excitment to see Tomorrow??
Its that feeling you have when you wake up in the morning with that smile on your face and go like "OH YEAH! ITS A BRAND NEW DAY WOOHOOO , I WONDER WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO TODAY!"
Especially during Festivals like Chinese New Year or celebrations like Children's Day , you feel so energetic and you will get up 5am in the morning and can't wait to get on the road! When we are young , CNY seems to be this fun celebration you know! Like running around with your cousins , playing hide and seek , drink coke and burp loudly *Have burping competitions* , excitement to open up all your angpau packet , excited to see what food is prepared on the dining table and excited to listen to all these loud chinese new year songs .
As a year go by and another year pass , that spark of fire seems to slowly fade away like melted chocolate under the rain , slowly being diluted and slowly disappear leaving no trace behind. When you grow older , maybe when you are 14 years old , Chinese New Year seems to be boring , you can't even wake up that early anymore , when your cousins come to your house or when you go to your cousins house , you probably end up watching TV and not talking that much. You start to not enjoy chinese new year songs cause its so annoying . You don't play hide and seek anymore its just getting more and more boring. The excitment to see Tomorrow just slowly dies off.

Maybe because when we grow older , we tend to see more truth behind the lies that we never notice when we are younger. We tend to have more choices when we grow older , more decisions to be made , more reality check , more cruel facts , more mistakes made that made us guilty and a clearer look on what is happening in this society and people around us.
Things changes from time to time , even we change from time to time without noticing . Time made us all grow up even if we refuse to grow up , refuse to take notice or understand what is going on in our lives , eventually we will have to get out of our egg shells and see the world.
Well Magics always happen in fairy tales , even in real life they do . In life you will always meet that feel people that will make you feel motivated and make you feel that tomorrow will be a better day , and they can always make you feel that living in this world is really worth it because you got a goal to follow and a dream to be completed.
Tomorrow will only be full of hope if today someone gave you something to believe in :)



"One bad thing about human is that we can never predict what is going to happen tomorrow , but god is fair and He gave us a choice to live today full of laughter and joy so that no regrets will be made"-Quotes by Crystalbebe

Song dedicated to everyone who is currently reading this post :)




-signing out-
Crystalbebe1301
Brand New Day ♥

Who do you think you are

wassup bro! Don't like that la MAcaaaaa!!!!! i didn't mean to win all your money in a game of black jack lar!!! Broo RM1 only marrr ahahah XD


Hey :) its me again! Happy chinese new year!
this year was the best chinese new year ever cause my every year resolution finally came true! I've always wanted to have a real family reuion and this year , thank you lord :) thank you for giving me a chance to have a real reunion not even one person is lack in this reunion and i love it..
it was a touching scene to see how a father and his son reunite again after so long being away and so caught up with life.
This year everyone's faces are happier i saw extra smiles and tears inside peoples' eyes...
No matter what mistakes you did , the only one that will stand by your side and be with you are always your family...




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21 Jan 12, 02:52 AM
forget it: type like you is ubiquitous in this day and age. sad case.
21 Jan 12, 02:46 AM
forget it: between drunk and easy and stupid. just that. period. opps. except you miraculously grow some brain and realise your type is a no go ****. lthxbyai
21 Jan 12, 02:44 AM
forget it: judging from everything that you are, forget it, you, like many unfortunate ones in the world, will never yes never understand or even get close to the real meaning of a relationship and border
21 Jan 12, 02:39 AM
i will retain anonymity: god pls, dont be stupid you lil girl. and, you've truly seen nothing yet so dont use the word love coz people your age might have experienced it, but not you. dont shame the word. wake up
21 Jan 12, 02:38 AM
i will retain anonymity: please dont make anything out of what happened to you. hope no intimacy was involved and never wiill till real marriage, after it not before. you're a pretty girl. dont be an idiot pls.
21 Jan 12, 02:22 AM
fact: disappointedly, lack of discipline!
21 Jan 12, 02:21 AM
fact: two weeks? come on. simply means you were never serious and are too open minded of a person. not an ideal person to be with by any standards. no wish for rudeness but wake up.
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Whatever lar :D u can talk all you want be my guest ;) IDGAF! unfortunate guy/girl that wants attention from a blog that is not even famous D: OMG~!
hahahaha :D Come on lar i can't blame you for being so shallow cause you obviously don't know the whole story and you don't know me :) i don't blame you lar dude who wrote this *NOT SO MEAN* comments XP "sense my sarcasm". I suggest that you should think both ways and both sides when you try to comment and say something , my point of view is 360 degrees different than u!Its my blog! i don't have to keep my thoughts to myself cause i can write and do whatever i want :) U on the other hand should should keep your thoughts to yourself. If you think that i have never loved before then so be it lar :) i know what i'm doing , where i'm going from here. Your opinion is neither require nor desired.FYI all these blog posts its just part of the story i don't write the full stories so yeah! Say all you want , be my guest :D
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Woopsieeee ;D

Second Week Of College

College is awesome no doubts about it! Its relaxing , everyone is chilling its really like the college/school life you see in Movies or Gossip Girl Drama etc etc! There are lockers in college , when you walk down the hall way you see people sitting around in those round tables near the hallway , then there are these water dispenser , junk food dispenser even maggie mee cup dispenser! The library is so comfortable the chairs , the design it really makes you feel as if you are in USA's Ivy league schools!
Every you go its never hot or warm in the campus except for the toilet well , they don't put air conditioner in the toilet so obviously its the only warm place you can find!
Moreover , you do not have to ever walk stairs! because we have escalators in the college campus , there is even a ECA section where there are pool table , table tennis area , a longue for people to sit and chill! Beisdes that , they have a lot of quiet zone study room where it sorta look like glass cubes!
You can walk down the hall way and smile at anyone and they will smile back at you! its so fun you get to chill and really hang out , meet NEW PEOPLE! from DIFFERENT SChool , different countries! Its really great! and they have a wide range of Extra curricular activities! You get your own tag its like a pass to enter the school and stuff like that! In the Labs you dont have to share equipments with your friends and stuff because you get your own lab area and your own set of equipments so its really awesome cause you never have to share your experiment results or like wait for your turn to carry out the experiment.
I bet you are all starting to wonder which college am i in rite?!!! Taylor's College Sri Hartamas :) well i bet there are a lot of bad press saying that you know the fees is really expensive , the teachers are not very experience or the teacher are always MIA!
well i'm here to clear things up for you and clear the fog that is blurring your eyes.
Yes the fees is really expensive compared to other colleges because it has the kinda quality!
The teachers here are really friendly and experience , they are really good at what they are doing :) their communications skills are 120% and you have the freedom to talk or point out what you think its wrong or right. In taylor's there are only maximum 25 people in a class room so you get really cozy with them and you don't have an excuse to be a coward and keep quiet if you don't know something .
Teachers here even give one-on-one time with those who request extra tutoring , They are willing to explain the same thing to you for a thousand times!
Well i bet you will be wondering how i know that rite?! I've just been in college for like 1 weeks and 2 days and i've asked the teachers a lot of questions . I even asked the Economic's teacher this particular question for like 3 times and she had to explain it to the whole class for 3 times but she didn't scold me! Well if i were to ask my secondary school teacher for 3 times i think i would be standing outside of the class by now XD or i'll probably get black listed by my teacher! but well the LECTURERs here are more than willing to teach and explain they will be mad if we just kept quiet and not tell them what we don't understand.

I love My COLLEGE!!! Woohoooo
catch up with me as i will start posting about a real life story of a father and a daughter :)

New Chapter Of Life -officially 18 years old

Chubby Bunny


2011 has been a great year no doubts , i have my sweetest moments in life , i was naive enough to think that i would marry someone that i am with at that age! I was silly to let small things get between me and my friends!
but let me tell you something , after i learn how to let go , i feel happier , i feel that i am unstoppable like SUPERMAN!!! WOohooo!
i enjoy spending all of my time with my friends and family its just funny and awesome!
well i love the past but what is done will be burried forever! so yeah in comes the year of the DRAGON ;) *Fierce entrance*
may the year of 2012 bring us good health , good luck , joy , laughter , more good memories , more friends , more parties , live life to the fullest , good wealth! and obviously good start for college life baby!
Its the first year i celebrated new year eve outside at a restaurant with my friends
<3 Caffeiness is the place we partied last night!

don't care about tomorrow because no one can predict what is going to happen , so you just gotta live it to the fullest and cherish what u have today

me and Tiger ;)


muaaaa ;)


my crazy friends!


the girls ;)


my lovely brother , no matter how fucked up i am , how much i screw up , how much my attitude get into his nerves , he will always accept me for who i am.


Welcome into the big family Kevin Chee =)


Clarence Chang =)
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Don't let a girl fall for you if you are not willing to catch her... no matter wide you open your arms , if you do not have the intention of catching her , she would still fall flat on the ground.
Think first before you love , think again before you show affection... because every move you make no matter right or wrong , can lead people to a wrong direction.If you think that ignorant is the only way out i bet you have a lot of regrets in life. Ignorant is the lamest excuse to quitting and it is equivilant to blind folding yourself in life.

Learn to flip open every single card before you make a choice...
Learn how to take control of your own emotion
Learn how to tolerate
Learn how to love without doubts
Learn how to fall before you fly...
Learn how to mend your broken wings
Learn how to stand alone when everyone is not there for you
Learn how to be independant
Learn how to be confident in every word or action you say or do
Learn how to be a better and happier person

Dear 2012 ,
i hope that even if i fall flat on the ground , you would pick me up and tell me its alright . I also hope to always have someone by my side to talk to me , cheer me up , be retarded with me , accept me for who i am , to love and forgive my past and mistakes , to help me in my studies and i also hope that this year i am mature enough to think for myself and get that scholarship i need to further my studies.I am finally 18 this year , i can't say that i am old enough to do anything , i also can't assume that i'm too childish to try anything but i just hope that this year , everything i do will leave no regrets . I don't want to carry the world on my shoulders anymore , from this year onwards , i just want to let go of my burdens and just learn how to fly with love , joy and happiness.

1January2012
-Crystalbebe-