i think i am falling so sick

morning i almost reach late to school...
and i didn't feel well in the morning but the teacher made us run like 100meter and then it was really hot i mean the surrounding it was like an oven in class...JEEZZZ!!!! HATE IT
then teacher scold us again cause we talk too much and she threaten us she say if we talk again she is not gonna tell us jokes and make all our MATHS CLASS SERIOUS AND BORING!!! (shit then everyone just kept their mouth shut) she wasn't in a great mood she gave us tons of homework
then after recess time as usual i would like buy something to eat in class
then my discipline teacher saw me going into the class with the bread and she say "girl why you bring bread to class you cannot bring it into the class you want to eat it in class ar?" i just went like saying" no lar teacher i buy later after school eat one..."(obviously i am lying!)
then she went like taking my bread away from me and she say " later after school only u take from me at my office" i just went like "ok teacher"(OMG SHIT!!! MY BREAD U STUPID LAME ASS!!!Urrgghhh)
ok fine i got over it...
then after school i have to like walk to the lrt station cause YY never go tuition ...
thank god jerwei they all walking the same direction so i follow them...DAMN I AM BAD LUCK TODAY!!!
on the way to JJ it rained like crazy!!! i run under the rain then i go lrt so cold... freezing...i think i am gonna get sick =(
i miss him so much and my head hurts like hell my whole body is aching...
i wait for him to on9... i am so scare he is not gonna on9 i was freaking out my head is aching like hell i feel so sick i feel like i am gonna like fall on the ground and never wake up... just feel so tired!!!
but after talking to him everything just vanish like POOF!

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today tired day

well i went to school in the morning as usual boring day~ school is like a living hell well not every part of it...
i enjoy some part of it but most of the time i can tell that i am not paying attention!
about 11 something in the morning the sky was so bright and suddenly i hear 'ping pong!' i went like 'OMFG please god don't rain! please don't rain today for god sake i need to walk to tuition please god please' and it really worked! no rain but still the sky was a lil gloomy today i think! but really windy enjoyed the walk to Jusco with yee min then i walk pass MCD so i went like thinking 'hmmmm....what if jean never wait for me at maluri station then i have to walk myself to kasturi then later no time to eat so nvm i pack food first' after i pack MCD i just walk to the lrt myself ALONE! that was insanely quite! DAMN!!! then i just kept walking faster and faster and then guess what i saw soo jean and yee yean and goon thong (my bad i don't know how to spell ur name !) i just went like FOGGG i am so FOG-ed up!!!!
jean show me that "WTF U COME SO LATE WITH THE MCD ON UR HAND U R SO Fog-ing DEAD CRYSTAL WONG!" i just went like JEEZZZZZ .... snap oh shit so dead! and jean was so pissed at me cause they waited for me quite long...
she didn't talk to me and she scolded me (sign showing that she is really angry and she is gonna bite my head off if i were a gummy bear) then goon thong say "see who can run faster to kasturi i race with you ! if u lose u belanjar me egg tard " so i just went like saying "ok no problem! u help me take my small bag i can 100% run faster than you!" when the train stop , he let me walk first and i just went like walking so fast until my leg hurts like hell!!!! and me and goon thong just went like running like lil kids! ( of course 1 reason i didn't want to lose is i don't want to belanjar him egg tard after all rm1 is still money! ) ahaha >0<''
i won the race ahahaha WEEEEE so happy then he went like saying " ok fine u win" i just show him that AHAHAHA BEAT THAT LOSER face ;)
then after that well i talk to jean and after a long time about less than 30min she talk to me again! ahaha ;) <3
then i have tuition til 740...by the time i reach home i was tired sleepy but 1 thing that keeps me awake is the msg u send to me...
i was praying to god please god please let it be Reek's msg !!! and well sometimes what ppl say is true when you pray for something really seriously and deeply u really get it!
it just makes me happy to see your msg
thinking about you makes me want to cry , knowing that i can't be by your side right now...
i just hope i can be by your side now hugging u tightly and not letting you go anywhere

♥talking on the phone with you makes me happy and not sleepy anymore♥

Joie's birthday outing ♥

well today at school was boring~ but i was excited about going out after school haha
i keep hoping that time pass faster so i can get out of class and go watch movie WOHOOO ;D
lols after school i waited about 10mins or more only i go to Jusco i walked thr with justin and a malay guy which i can't remember his name (SORRY!!!)ishh ishhh then as usual i am always the early one thr walking around with 2bags like i am going to camping or something haha
then me and victor waited about 20mins or more for them to reach jeez at that time i was so hungry and when i saw reek my hunger just disappear !! haha
we all walked to the LRT and as usual Joie trick us saying that the train is here and shit like that ...she made us run up and when we reach the top the train is not thr!!!
URGGGHHH i can't believe everyone of us fell for that joke zzz (which i didn't really find it funny lols except for Joie cause she is the one that trick us so she is damn happy we run like a dog!)
as usual i walk slow and everyone needs to like force me to run XD!
then i tot we were gonna watch The Spy Next Door and ended up we were gonna watch Paranormal Activity.
Then while joie is getting the tickets we were all hanging out at The Coffee Bean ( if i am not mistaken ) zzz then i was talking and talking and when i turn around OMFG!!! I SAW MARK i went like OMG and he smile and me n i smile back and wave lols as usual saying Hi loudly lols haha since i wouldn't dare to talk to him face to face ahaha ( i just went like so shy! trying to avoid looking at him zzz... ... well i got my reasons why i didn't talk to him even though he is my senior and i know him)
Joie really do have A LOT OF FRIENDS!!! thr is about 22 of us but sadly we can only get like 17 tickets if i am not mistaken and some went lepak and some went and watch Old Dogs!
when we enter the cinema we were all freezing!! and our seats are like the front second row !!! So hard to watch but then i enjoy it anyway haha!!! as long as i am watching it with the person i love any place would be good!!!
it was quiet scary at first and well the last part i didn't really watch it cause i was covering my eyes YIKES!!!
i enjoy hugging him too lols haha!! ♥
then it was time to go home haha Reek almost fall in the LRT lols too many ppl in thr!!! haha ;D and i walk home real fast after getting out the LRT lols
and i got his jacket haha!!!! after dinner i took a nap eventually i was already asleep and THEN IAN!!! that bastard send me a MSG and woke me up and i couldn't sleep adi.... and i have breathing problem maybe cause its too hot in the living room zzz
guess what i find!!! that nice smell on his jacket lols i keep smelling it ahaha addicted to him and his jacket ;)
wow tomorrow is another new day how i wish he was beside me! sad~ lonely going to tuition alone again zzz hate it ! i hate walking to tuition i don't find it fun at all =( ~ i miss u so much and i had a really great time today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOIE
and ♥♥our 1month anniversary ♥♥-i hope you know how much i love you XoXoXO

XoXoXo

OMG!!! i think there is a missing part in the Paranormal Activity! cause i watch it on youtube a trailer but it is actually ppl in the cinema watching that movie OMG Seriously!!! its starting to freak me out after i watch the stupid clip! i saw something thr T___T ok...i dont think i can sleep tonight!!!foggg~ scared~http://www.themovieblog.com/2009/09/paranormal-activity-trailer-holy-crap

PANIC! ♥ oh NOS!

today i went to school ok fineee i woke up a lil late! and i my bread is still cold but i got no choice but to just stuff it into my mouth and rush down into the car and go to school! i was really that close to going school late again but thank god! i made it in the hall before the bell rings *cheers* :)
then today we talk about outing plans going out for movies and booking the couple seats haha!! and i even though of planning a girls day out! only for girls♥ go for spa or something like that on CNY!!! LOLS we still got 1 month to go and we are already planning everything haha
then time past slowly in school~ i miss him so much i can't wait to go out with him tomorrow ;)
then when school end i was finding for YY cause i am suppose to follow her car to kasturi i waited for like 20min and i just went like WTF i dont see her omg cannot adi i think i have to go to the LRT myself! i walk walking half way when WK called my name out and say ZhaoLun teman you walk thr lar! then 2min later she call my name out again and i see YY's car! OMG i just went like hopping into the car and she said " Sorry crystal! i forget about you adi!!! then i suddenly remember about you my mom turn back to pick you up!" i just went like OMG thank god you came back if not i will have to walk thr under the rain! JEEZ!
then i settle down in class ...after eating lols then i put my hand into my pocket searching for the ring and i couldn't find it!!! i PANIC and PANIC!!! i just went like WTF where is my ring !!! OMG OMG i just scream "JEAN LEND ME YOUR PHONE NOW!" they just went like whats wrong?!?! i say i need to call Karman i don't know whr is my ring !!! i pray to god please tell me that i didn't leave it in class or threw it away i almost cry everyone just went like saying "NO MORE ADI LAR!!!! IF U LEAVE IT IN CLASS SURELY THE AFTERNOON SESSION TAKE IT AWAY ONE"!!!
i can feel the rush of my tears going up to my eyes and ready to flow down and i was scared and panic-ing like crazy!!!!
then i keep my damn mouth shut and search of it again then i feel something round in my pocket and THERE!!!! my RING =) i found it!!!! suddenly i feel so happy and everyone went like showing me the what the Fogg face and i just went like "hehe...ehem...sorry my bad.. >0<"
then when i think back this incident really made me realize that if i lose you i think i am gonna be blind folded and running with no direction ♥
you are the light in my dark the air that i breath and you just made me feel like ME
and i just want you to know that i love you so much even though i don't say it out but i mean it and i am serious!!♥
and i am glad that i have you by my side ♥


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i love you ♥

i lived my life for 15 years going to 16 years
my past 15 years of life was dull and boring...
i didn't really enjoy my life until i meet friends i love ;) people i enjoy hanging out with and i found YOU ...
you came into my life , you wake me up from my sleep and tell me that there is more to life than just studying and partying! there is something call love that i have long forgotten to take it seriously...
you made me believe that fairy tales do happen and cupid do bring two person together the first time they meet each other ♥
you made me fall for you so deeply and you made me feel like a princess and you are my knight

-some people say that you only mix with the same type of person same race you don't mix with others but when true love hits you in the heart you wouldn't care about it anymore...you will do anything to please him impress him let him know that you love him and you would want to be by his side :) its just like why some people kiss in the public although others were looking cause they didn't care about the problem they only want to be with the person they love most and cherish every moment-♥

i don't care about that either! i only know that i love you so much that i couldn't live without you and it really makes me happy when the phone vibrates i see your name there 1 MSG from reek :D it really puts a smile on my face everytime i see you or your text ! :D ♥

♥-signing off-♥

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hectic day!

in the morning i wake up and my bro is getting ready to go to the airport and i went like asking him to get my lotion and stuff like that then he is off and i went to school
it was boring as usual!!! teachers making their LONG SPEECH!!!! i yawn from the beginning of the song til the end of the song zzz everyone just keep looking at me when i yawn i bet they will be like WTF is wrong with that girl can't stop yawning ke!!!
then we went to class the first few classes teacher never enter or is it relief i got no idea!!! but i just kept taking about reek!!! haha
i get so excited and my face blush when i talk about him haha!!! gone hypeeeerrrr ;D
then i talk to karman about sunway trips and stuff and we went like saying after SPM we seriously got to have like a bag pack travel to Thailand or Taiwan!!! we talk about it for hours
then after recess its physic class well at first the teacher was so pissed cause most of us never complete the homework( well i totally don't know thr is homework ahaha) but then i manage to finish it up !
and then it was collecting book time!! JEEZ i really got to say its really a hell load of weight!!!
so heavy the books and i have to carry 2 bags and a stack of books down 2 floors walk out the gate and get into the car my arms almost fall off!!!!
and then i went home to eat prepare my stuff and went to cousin house watch japanese drama then have to go british council <3
we went to coffee bean to get our self a cup of mocha!!!it was really nice cause the place is freezing adding it was raining so that cup of hot mocha really helped a lot!
then i webcam reek he is just so cute lols i can't stop thinking about him!!he is driving me dizzaayyy!!!
i am LOVE SICK!
-signing out for now-

9jan2010 and 10jan2010 ♥

well on saturday i went for tuition as usual but i skipped 1 class and left early to watch movie with victor and reek :D
well it wasn't a really great day it was quite boring i think i totally bore reek and victor alot even if they don't say it i know it wasn't a great day and it wasn't the way we planned so oh well...
but at least we enjoy the movie Old Dogs it was really funny!!!! i just love watching movie with reekyy haha!!! don't know why lols ;) but it was really nice being by his side
but well of course lar 2 guys 1girl they surely talk about things and left me out zzz...
1 thing i hate most is being left out and no one talking to me sobs!!!! joie should teman me then i won't feel so left out but then seriously that day i don't know why i get pissed so fast! lols i was like swearing everytime something goes wrong haha!!!
amazing i can see myself thru reek's eyes! gorgeous i love his eye lashes so long and curly!so charming ;D
haha!!! and i love the smell on his shirt and him its so nice lols and i love hugging him i don't know why just feels so warm <3 !

Sunday 10jan2010
wake up in the morning off my alarm and went back to sleep haha!!!! then my brother march into the room and wake me up today is really cold ! i don't know why must be something wrong with me i get cold so easily ... at kasturi i went for Sej and bio class i was suppose to go for cheer meeting today!but because i tot the sej is the other teacher and when i went into the class i just went like WTF!!!why is this teacher shit i should have gone for the meeting urrggghh damnnn!!!!
so i just went like going on with the class i can't just walk out the door rite sad~
i hope they won't scold me for not attending the meeting zzz
but bio class is really funny and just so not boring! love bio weeeeee
and my bro is going to Taiwan tomorrow lols i am like checking on the webside for clothes bag swimsuit jacket pants lip gloss perfume !! OMG i am just so addicted with this things! i can't get my eyes off everything lols
i just seem to want everything haha but i can't so i have to earn it! :)

and i figure it out lols i really love reek alot so why do i have to hide it! i know some ppl will be like a lil racist like "OMG crystal u dating Indian ar?" n i just went like no CORRECTION Indian thai thank you! and LOVE IS BLIND HONEY!!!
so what if he is indian thai wadever malay or other race i don't care! i just love him so much!
if u have to care so much about who you are with then isn't it hard! love is just so simple why make it so difficult! i love reek and i wouldn't let anything tear us apart :D

being with you means everything to me ♥

♥-signing out-♥

bad day

today is first day of school and i showed up early then usual!!!
everyone went like "WOOOO!!!!CRYSTAL SO EARLY ONE YOU TODAY " haha ;) thats because i am usually late!haha
and then class start and shit like that...first my class teacher that teach modern maths talk like an ant! i can't even hear what the hell is she talking about nvm then the BM teacher is a lil gay i think! he keep blocking our way and we don't know what the hell is he talking about or teaching but first day of school and thr is homework (SO NOT GOOD!!) and then my english teacher OMG!!!!
my first impression SO DOWN THE DRAIN!!!! when she is talking i was reading my own shit and the teacher went like "girl with the pink card on ur hand what you checking ? ur timetable ar! " i went like OMG WTF i went like throwing the thing over to the other table and i just stare at her with the (I AM SO INNOCENT FACE) and she said "girl u new here ar u know the school don't allow you to wear those kind of ear ring rite?" i went like oh...okay!!! zzz n i never take it off haha!!!! ( i wouldn't do that even if she force me too!)
and our bio teacher is fun she let us go out so me and karman lepak downstairs for awhile walk around and then RINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! school end...
BTW i was talking to my friends about him again and again i think almost for the whole day i just kept talking about him and karman just went like "yeah lar yeah lar!!!" i know i bore her off but i just can't stop thinking how lucky i am and how much i love him!!! i even wrote a letter in class haha!!!! i am MADLY in love not just in love haha
then my aunt told me my mom fell down and hurt her back i went like omg not again!!!!! i went back home she doesn't look that good i just went like oh lord please don't make the injury so serious zzz.... and she went to the hospital i went for tuition i had mocha be4 i go for class i almost fall asleep but at least the British council class is interesting i meet new ppl i think they are really fun and sociable!!! :) cool being in this class full with pretty girls and handsome boys!!!
then i went to the hospital to check with my mom she is feeling better now and i talk to my beloved reekkkyyy!!!! AWWWWW i miss him so much!!!! urrggghhhhh .... .... i wish school never start yet !!! i'm just so lucky to have him !
and i love him so much i wish i could spend my time with him everyday every moment!!!

2Jan 2010 ♥

well it's a new year again!!!but tuition still goes on !!! grrrr
i went for tuition in the morning til evening! damn its so bored~...i almost fell asleep in class @___@
but after tuition we went to AP for early dinner cause we are gonna watch Cirque Du Freak at night
WEEEEE!!! hearts!
i was wearing the ring he gave me and i forget to take it out and i was siting in front of my mom when she is eating. i put both of my hands on the table and keep sms-ing when she saw the ring i went like WTF OMG!!!!shit i forget to take it off!!!DAMNNN i was STUN my mom went like"where you get it?" i was thinking about what to say and suddenly jean went like saying"NEHHHHH today we went to China Town and we buy it thr mar!!" and i went like agreeing in everything she say
my mom just went like "you guys don't have to lie lar!!!i saw that 2days ago!!"
we just went like "BUSTED~" snapp
i try to change topic and talk about something else haha and it worked she forget about it adi!!! ahaha
and we went home to change and rushed to pavilion ..the cinema was filled with people!!!
they almost release our seat tickets but thank god we got to the counter on time :) the movie was really nice!!! I LOVE IT!!!! i want to watch it again and again its just so awesomeeeeee ;D
after the movie i went home and my mom just went like who are you deeply in love with? and i went like not answering it and changing topic~ then she say let me see the ring who gave it to you?? reek ar? i went like "NO!" she say whats with the reaction i just went like damnnn.......i was blushing! i feel my cheek going red i just went like i need to bath mom i go sin!
lols it just keep spinning in my head i was talking to myself i went like saying no one tell their mom they are in a relationship rite who would ever be so stupid to say that!! i mean what would she do would she scold me or something...
i just kept praying she would forget about it again haha
and she did!!! wohooo!!!
and i talk on the phone with him ♥just love to hear his voice! and talk to him
i guess thats all for now wow this is like an essay!!! haha ;)

♥-signing off-♥