31december 2009 ♥ a day i will always remember =)

yesterday is a really great day i have ever had ;D
i went out with reek and my friends to pav. well it was consider a date or maybe not i don't know lols!!!
but if it is really a date its my first time and it is embarrassing , funny , sweet and what else can i say i love it!! we were eating and he pass me the drink and the drink spilled on my white pants!!! (FYI the drink is pink in colour!!) zzz its like i have PMS on my freagine white pants and everyone laugh!!! including me zzz i think i laugh the most lols even though i feel so embarrassing so what lols!!! as long as i don't mind no one could haha
after that we went for movies Did you heard about the Morgans?(don't know if the tittle is correct or not but i guess so lols)
it was funny ok maybe just for me because i was laughing all the time and its a really nice movie to watch love it!!!
after that we all went to Jusco to get some food there goes my rm50!! after that we took taxi back to HL house for party at first it wasn't really fun until we had the water fight and stuff.
well at least i have fun ...
i don't feel like telling details lols!!! nvm forget about that! ;D
after that we went to HL's other house to countdown it was gorgeous the view was nice his bro's house is cool i just love it i can really sleep at the floor for a day !!!haha its just so beautiful!
we watched fireworks form everywhr maybe not all the places but i can tell its a huge view we saw the fireworks at KLCC so clearly!!!
and then we went back to the house for sleepover!!! i can't believe we actually stayed up late til 4 something omg and i only had like 4hours of sleep!!! OMG so crazy!!!i feel sleepy and tired lols ...
But yesterday was a blast! i just love it so much ;) the best is watching fireworks with the one you love and 2009 is a great year i can tell!!! but 2010 will 100% be even better !!!
just like they say what can go wrong aye!!! everything just keeps getting better and better!!!
my new years resolution is: i hope 2010 is a better happier bigger nicer year ♥
i never loved someone so deep be4 and i hope those happy moments never end because being with you seems like nothing is wrong and everything is correct ~ i miss you already :)
Sometimes people just likes to judge you wrong tell you that its a dream but thats what makes everyone happy sometimes dreaming big isn't wrong after all its just for some happiness and hope ain't it? haha ♥

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♥-signing off now-♥

Fun day <3 ;D

today i wake up bout 1030 watch movie then talk about the party tomorrow sort out the list of ppl going and bla bla bla!!!
i done some homework( i know this sound so weird!!!how can i have homework when its a holiday zzz i was forced to do my homework!) haha ;D
then when my cousins come we bake muffin!!! WEEE Chocolate muffin haha
taste really nice!!!! i hope it doesn't get burn lols!!!!
i am so excited about tomorrow outing plus party!!! WOHOOO after all it is NEW YEAR EVE TOMORROW yesshhh baybeh!!
later i am going to GALAXY i bet most ppl don't know whr is it!!!but it has a cinema so WEEE lols!!!
going to watch THe princess and the frog later haha i hope its really nice ;)
then later come back make another cake i think for tomorrow pot luck party ..still have to buy more things lols!!!
i can't wait for tomorrow i miss my baby so much!!!
this is really funny i told my lil cousin to help me watch the muffin in case it gets burn turn off the switch (i didn't watch it cause i am up here blogging) and after 10min she scream " Crystal!!!come down i smell something bad i think the muffin is burnt" i just went like WTF!!!i told u to watch it for me and u watch TV and let the muffin burn!! ZZZ i went to the oven n check on it thank god i came down on time to take it out if not it will be all SCREWED!!!

Yummy can't wait to eat it ♥

i can't wait to webcam him lols!!!! so obsessed !!! =)

♥-crystal signing off-♥

WEEEE ♥

well today is quite a boring day i got a few phone calls in the morning talking about the 31DEC partayy wohooo so excited!! yesshhhhh slumber party ;D its been so looonnnnggg since i ever been to one!!!
and HL told me bout the filming thingy tonight...zzzz i hope it better be good if not i'm so gonna kill him!!
i miss reekky so much...today he is coming back from Thai yayx!!! woohooo i send him a msg but i don't really know if he receive it sad...
i miss him so much!!! today i am so bored i just kept on watching tv sitting on the sofa changing channels as usual my fav thing to do and my grandparents worst ENEMY!!!
ahaha i feel so bad i keep changing their channel when they are watching lols!!!
i watch 712 they were talking bout Beyonce she is just so pretty :D i wish i was as pretty as her!!! urgghhh sad lols ahaha
i just can't wait to go out with reek and the others!!10days is a lot!!! finally he is coming home weeee
and i actually figure it out what to get for him but i don't know if it will be stupid or anything...
its just i don't know if it is gonna turn out correct JEEZ so many things to worry bout!!!
♥ i am not gonna tell you what i am getting haha♥ hope that you might like it or appreciate it



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♥ -signing off-♥

28dec2009 ♥

today it is reek's birthday woohoo!! :D i bet he is gonna have fun over thr. but i just wish i could be by his side now ♥
i woke up 1030 in the morning well that is cause HL wake me up by calling me 2 times and talking about the trip things
sighs...i just feel like i am the worst gf ever!
i can't believe i have to google what should i get for my boyfriend for his birthday!!!
this is like so bad!!!i don't know what to get him... which gf would google what they should buy for their bf omg i am so lame!!!
i can't believe i google it zzz this is so damn lame!


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later i have to go to school get some stupid result paper and shit like that!! then going to pavilion wohooo shop again!!! ;D i just loveee shopping haha

i miss you~ <3 (27dec2009)

today i woke up at 7:30a.m i had weird and scary dreams yesterday zzz maybe i watch too much horror movie haha ;D
i get ready myself and join the other Leo's at Pandan Indah station . we went to the orphanage at that area. when the kids saw us they were so excited and i was excited too!!!
there is this 1 kid that is so cute!!! and so friendly he just mixed in with us and everyone just love to take picture with him he is just simply cute =)
we arrange some games for them like musical chair. well that was a chaotic one the kids were pushing around fighting for a seat and well they steped on my shoes a few times haha you can tell how happy and excited they are!!! then we play the london bridge thingy!!! everyone had a lot of fun! we sang play games ate and shake hands with the kids!!
they remind me of my old times haha!!! feel so old now ;D
then later on after all this events i went back my own!!!i walk back from the lrt lols it was awesome =)
then i go badminton class as usual bored~
at night i went for my grandfather's birthday dinner .i certainly ate alot!
well today was a busy day for me!!!
but there is still one more thing in my list i have to do tonight =)
❤-signing off-❤

25december 2009

its Christmas and everyone is sitting on the sofa watching Kimora:life in the FAB lane...
we just sit and wait...time just pass so slow!!!and we think that this year's Christmas suck like a bi*ch!
so me and my cousin(jean) decided to go out to pav maybe catch a movie or something!!
but then she change her mind...we went to the salon i wanted to get a mani but my mom don't let zzzz!!!so i waited an hour for my cousin's to get their hair cut!!!urgggh wasted my 1hour plus of life!!!
but then come the good news!!! :D we are gonna watch Avatar at pavilion and go shopping woohoo!!!!
cheers =) it was really jam ..but it is still worth it!!! i bought a pair of heels ;) red heels i love it so much!!!!
then i bought a pink jacket from animal cause there is a 50% discount lols!! ahaha
then we went to the cinema we showed up 30min late for the movie but thank god the movie just started when we sit down
at first the movie was really not that exciting not that good as i expected except for the graphic's ...i almost fell asleep in the cinema haha but then when the war starts wooo!!that was when the movie start to get a lil exciting and interesting :D ahaha
after the movie it was about 11 something and we went for supper at Jalan alor somewhere near Bukit Bintang..after eating our supper it is about 1 something then we have to fetch our kaima back to her house that took us another half and hour by the time i got home it is about 2something :D hahah
i never had so much fun going out with my family ahaha!!!!
WEEEEEE after bathing and msn it is about 3 .
it is the best christmas for now ahaha!!! i can't believe i slept at 3 and wake up at 2 in the afternoon wohooo nice!!! ahaha

-a really different Christmas-♥

PMR collection day <3

today for all form3 it is our DEATH DATE!!!!!
we are collecting our results on this day . at first everyone wasn't really scared or anything!!! We were just like chilling and when people ask us if we are nervous we just went like NAHHHH!!!!! TAK ADE FEELING PUN!!!
then when all the teachers come down and start giving out the result paper we were like OMG OMG I AM SO SCARED!!! SHIT!!!! >0<''
it was almost my turn we were lining up... when it is poyee's turn , and she just told me i only aim for 2 A... i just went like WTF!!!! u r so smart how can u say that!!
and Mr. Paneer told poyee 'Don't worry u got full A's .' everyone just went like jumping around WOOOO!!!!!and she just cried in front of everyone :D i was happy for her but then it is my turn after her...
i was shaking and holding on to rouselynn's shirt so tightly!!
and i just went like covering my eyes i told Mr. Paneer if it is not good i don't want it i only want it when it is good ;D
and he gave me the paper....i went like OMFG!!!! 7 damn A's and 1B(chinese) wohooo BOO yeah!!! yesh baybeh yesh baybeh i went like shuffle-ing for a few min and jumping around screaming yes yes yes wohooo!!!everyone look at me like WTF is her effin problem!!!jeezz get out of the way ;D i was so happy i called my cousin and lied to her i got 5 A's then i lied to my mom i got 2A's then i lie to joie and i lie to Reek ;D haha!!!!
i am so happy ....well oh i left out i lied to my teacher too hahaha!!!!
well i really done a lot of lie-ing today...i hope Santa will still grant me my wish ;D
after that we all went for bowling then i went to pav with my cousin to shop it was really happy today :) i just wish u were here to share my happiness

-signing off for today- ♥

18december2009 a night that i hope will stay forever

it was a raining day and we were going to the church for a christmas party!!! :) i know i know its weird!!!ppl don't party at church but it was really a great experience! i didn't know a church could be so office like!!!haha
it was really a day that i will always remember in the church when the prayer thingy was on he hold my hands i suddenly felt a rush my tears were about to fall...i look at our hands and i told myself i am not letting go anymore...i would wanna lock myself to him if i could
although i was stupid and i hate myself for screwing everything up!!! urrgghhh...but when i hug him i felt the warm and my heart beat so fast it was about the jump out n he kiss my cheeks ...for the first time a guy has ever kissed my cheek...i felt so happy i didn't want to wash my face i wanted to keep it there ...
when he was gonna leave i felt sad...i missed him so much i really don't know what its like without him...is like i am relying on him like a parasite...i never fall that deeply in love with a person for a long time
i miss you already how am i suppose to get through this...so many days
i feel sick without you i feel like crying...
Je vous manque déjà beaucoup, je t'aime, je ne peux pas vivre sans toi

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12 December 2009 Primary School Gathering (Saturday)

Saturday i went tuition in the morning then went to TS to meet my primary school friends well i can only say a thing that is everyone became more and more pretty gorgeous and good looking (for guys)
although i went to ts early and have to wait for them to come like 30min or more but it was worth it!!!
we went to Newway to sing k!!! i had lots of fun they picked out a lot of chinese songs and i just sing along and finally!!! they have pitbull's song!!!but sad they dont have AAr or boys like girls song and i am not happy with that!!!
we went like singing David Guetta ft Akon's-sexy chick but i think only me and 2 of my other friends sang that song others didn't really get the feel and go physco!!!but i did haha ;)
after 3hours of singing k i went for tuition again!!!!damn no life =(
but at tuition it was consider the last day of the term so teacher showed us some short clips like the British Comedy Fawlty Towers-Communication problems and i just kept laughing i couldn't stop laughing!!!!even after watching it on youtube for 5times i still laugh like a mad person!!!!
i suggest this part the most funny part http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aim8vmKB9Mo
check out the clip if you have time :) it will make you laugh your butt off!!!! haha
and at night i enjoy talking to my friends :D til 2 o clock i on my msn!!!weeee i broke the record for 1time haha i slept so late but i didn't like it cause i have headache and i cant wake up the next morning almost got myself in trouble being late to badminton!!! haha... ...

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10December2009 Thursday <3

sorry for not updating my blog but i will update it today =) things that happen a few days ago i will write it down with the dates on my post

thursday morning i went to the bank with my cousin i didn't know why i follow her to the bank its so lame!!!!
then after that we both went over to my other cousin's house so we decided to camwhore thr because her room has a nice wallpaper full with magazine covers !!
love her room wall so much
we decided to put on make up eventually i thought it was just light make up but then it was really heavy make up til my eyes look bigger than my normal eyes but i just love it cause its so nice haha ..
but we wasted a lot of her makeup just for a few pictures
just for that day i feel like a model!!! haha having photoshoots but i know my dream will never come true all these are just for fun :) we all had fun helping each other put on make up doing a few poses acting stupid crazy physco!!!and i love it!!!
at least i feel pretty in the picture for once!!! haha omg so perasan ishh >0<''
and i walk back home with the make up on my face i cover my face and quickly run in incase my mom see it and say that i am an alien
it was a fun day for me :)
the pictures will be uploaded in FB as soon as i get them haha!!!!
i think that its a really good thing to do everyone gets closer together and know each other more know their interest and what they are best at and well i just found out more about my cousins and i love every bit of it!!!!its just such a great time to get together talk and have loads of fun!!!


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Angel fall...

yesterday my cousin lend me this book Angel Fall it was a really sad n meaningful book...
i cried from the start of the story..
i read 10chapters already and it made me feel u have to cherish every moment with the one you love...
and even if u lost it at least u had the memory with you
all those flash backs that is the smallest thing that make u look back and ask yourself what did i do? did i make the correct move ? am i a jerk ...
and when i look at what i have now i ask myself why am i even doing this?why am i wasting my time on something that can never happen urggh what am i even thinking!
sometimes you just hope someone would understand what you are thinking know what you want can read you mind so you don't have to hide how you feel
love is just so weird when you look in that person's eyes you would feel mesmerize and its like a thousand steps pounding in your heart but when its over its like you can hear your heart breaking into pieces ..
love is like heaven but hurts like hell ...
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someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

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i am so damn LAME =(

you know sometimes you really wanna talk to someone
but its just that u just cant think of something to talk
and the conversation just ended up with "haha...yeah...ohs....i see....hmmm...boredddd...afk..."
sighs....
it just happens to some ppl
but if u just know that person u will have so many question n the topic would not stop but its just so hard to keep the topic going on
so every time i ended up saying lame things over n over again...
this is just so lame...
i ate ice-cream today but i think its tasteless i dont even feel like eating it although i like it
its just like eating ice without any flavor...i think something is wrong with me...
i get so emotional these days...
teacher scolded me today and i felt like crying normally i would just keep quite and i wont feel anything but today i felt like crying...
something just went wrong i feel so lonely sometimes ...dont know what happen to me
sighs....

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So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

TS outting =D <3

today i went to TS with reek victor and ernie =)
we watch the movie a christmas carol it was well kinda scary n quite nice =)
then we went for bowling i strike 1time while vic strike 3 times n i dont think reek got any strikes hahaa!!!!!
the atmosphere was like so boring until jarrel turn up n the atmosphere went a lil crazier lols.
after the bowling we went to play snooker
it was fun!!! haha
we went to sushi king and eat after that and victor forgot to pay the bil and walk out
the worker thr was calling him bak n we waited for him to pay the bil lols ;)
i went like okayyy he forget to pay!!!do i know him or something lols (joking)
then we went to the arcrane dont know how to spell it!!but i think its something like this??
lols they went like playing race car n me n ernie just stand thr looking at them for like 20min we were thr and i can tell u i hear a lot of swearing from them lols =) ishh ishhh
then we took the lrt bak home it was a long walk but yup it was fun indeed =)
i had loads of fun
and i almost left my rm10 in my pocket n dump it into the washing machine thank god i remember lols

pissed

i am so damn pissed!!!
WTF i have been like going out with friends guys and girls for so long and tomorrow i wanted to go out n watch movie n sing k my mom actually say no u cannot go n sing k!!!
WTF man what century is this!!!girls have to go out with girls and cant go out with guys!!!
what the hell man!!!its not like we're gonna drink n get drunk or something
we r just gonna go n sing thats all
what is this man i am so freaking pissed off
now they r not gonna let me go out urrggh i just feel like screaming out !!!i feel so sick n tired what is this
omg man
its like my friends r bad ppl n only my cousins r good ppl n i can only go out with them urgggh!!shit

Unless u life my live , dont judge it <3

weird dreams

omg i cant believe i had this freaking weird dream
i went back to 2 years ago and everything was so different! its like instead of going back i went 2year to the future whr everything seems so Alcohol lols!!!! =D
stupid dream make me headache
i watch so u think u can dance and i just feel like dancing latin lols!!!!
its weird cause i usually dance hip hop n after watching that movie i wanna learn latin!!!
its just so nice and sexy haha ;) the way they dance it its so elegant n gorgeous!!!!
Oh mahh gawwddss i just love it!!!!


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embarrassing thing i have done on MSN ...<3

it was about 10something n i on my msn
i saw someone on my friend list listening to the jason derulo-whatcha say song
so i quickly start a conver with him
eventually i tot he was my friend zhong yao
but whn i saw his display pic it was someone i dont even know!!!
i just felt like OMG crystal i cant believe u actually ask a stranger to send u that song!!!
it was so embarrassing ...but he was kind enough to send me the song =)
such a embarrassing day sighs >0<
ishh ishhh!!!!


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this was the song lyrics n the song i wanted so badly lols!!!
[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryna please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you (for you)
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

starting of something new <3

14.11.2009 (it was a cold night)
i think about this problem for the long time..
is there something between us that went wrong...
even if we try to be together everything just seem so wrong and different...
i finally had the courage to speak out , i figure that 1 of us has to speak out not now but still sooner why not i be the bad guy and bring up this topic.
we all agree that the feel between us is not as strong as last time and the gap between the both of us is further n further ...
i ask if he wants to go on with this...he say he don't know...
it was hard to make a decision but it's even harder to lie to urself telling urself that its ok u like him n tomorrow will be a better day but it cant change we cant go back to the past and its the fact...
finally i made the decision i told him maybe we could be BFF =) that was the best choice to not destroy our relationship ...
i asked him to move on and not hang on its worthless trying to cry over something that is already gone
i didnt mean to hurt u but it was the choice i made and we can still hang out :)
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According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

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